Consternation journey.
Everyone, I believe will have a period of difficulties in their life. This is non exceptional for myself. As I went travel by myself, I saw many people. I started to be extra careful with my surrounding and the feeling that time was that I am sad and aimless. I don’t know where the bus would probably take me too. Somehow, I know I bought ticket to Cameron Highland. The day was dark and the road was winding. I bet myself, that I wanted to end my live because that was the day after I finish my test and I done very badly. I was very frustrated and wanted to have tour and explore myself. I don’t care about my life. I was very disappointed with my life and consternation, on actually what will my life be all this while in 6 years of study.
After I reached Cameron Highland, it was very dark. Then I manage to find a bajet hostel Rm 25 per night called Travelers Inn. A recommended backpacker hostel for those who are interested. The weather in Cameron Highland was very cold and windy. I stayed at dorm per night that day. I was contemplative and wondering about my life purpose. However, I still cant able to identify myself. I booked a taxi for tomorrow toured, Mr Salbi. The next morning we went to three places BoH Tea plantation, strawberry farm and Rose farm. He was very friendly uncle. He explained to me about the history of BOH tea plantation. While strolling around Tea Garden I saw a lot of foreigner plucking the dry teas happily and seem friendly. I saw mountains and teas. So neutral. I love the nature. I also took photographs on roses as well.
After about 3pm, I went back to Kuala Lumpur the next day yet disappointed because I still did not achieve what I want. So the next day, I went to Ipoh. I stay at Ban Loong Heritage Hotel. In Ipoh there is nothing to see. It is just like Melacca a small city place just there is nice building to ponder about. While I spend my time in hotel, I also thinking about my life purpose, yet I cant manage to find answer. I believe someday I will find my purpose of my life while I am exploring my life. Dont give up.
